On the spiritual side of things, the hands of time never seem to work slowly enough to allow for a morning with just you and Jesus. There's just too much to do, and a few verses or chapters along with a quick prayer is about all you can handle these days.
Our culture is extremely fast-paced, planting the notion in our mind that a moment's peace is hard to come by. If we ever are blessed with the chance to take a break, society tells us to make that break about us. Watch a movie. Stalk people on Facebook. Peruse Pinterest for a new recipe. Just let your brain go numb in order to relax.
I have often felt the pressure of not having enough time. I fill my schedule to the point where I barely have time to breathe, because I have given in to our culture's fast-paced way of life. And despite the fact that I have done this to myself, I worry that I will not accomplish everything and have time for myself.
But when I do have those quiet moments, those times where I can take a breath, how am I spending it? I have begun to realize that with every worry of not having enough time or every moment that I take for myself, I am eating away at my time with God, the one who created time.
How am I filling my thoughts, my quiet moments? How often do my fingers move the cursor to open Facebook? How many times do I slip that DVD into the player and let my brain turn off for a while?
It is when I dwell on these questions that I come to the realization that I have completely ignored moments God has created for me to spend with him. I have filled times of peace with all things that will bring me anything but peace.
It is time for a change. Time to begin filling these moments with him who created these pockets of freedom from my hectic life. He gave me these moments to recharge, and I absolutely cannot recharge by disconnecting from reality through TV or by staring at the reality of others through Facebook.
When I fill these treasured times with thanksgiving and with conversations with my Savior, it is then that I will feel the peace and rest from the busyness. I need to stop stressing about the stress in my life whenever I have a moment to breathe.
There will always be 24 hours in a day. There is always enough time. It's just about deciding what to do with the time that you have.
